Bean

I know it's stupid, learning lessons from a friggin' TV show for teenagers. It's just, I wish I had someone to teach me, someone to tell me this, like 8 years ago. I mean, it was my choice to make, I totally understand... But isn't it true that I never really had the chance to know better? I know I can't keep blaming, but I still can't understand how and/or why God let any of that happen to me. God could've prevented the whole thing from happening. Or at least sent someone to help me know better. I mean, what stops me from thinking that this whole life that I'm living out, is nothing but a part of God's selfish plan. Yeah.

Dude should've at least sent someone to tell me what this TV show tells me 7 years too late.
No, what happened doesn't, and shouldn't change who I am before it happened. But you know what? Too late. It already changed me as a whole. Then again, I always tend to learn things the hard way. So, good job Dude. Pray you're satisfied.